[I LO_E _OU] A Chat
T: you that serious about the boy?
M: depends on what you mean by ‘serious’
T: serious as in you want to date him and what not
M: but everyone has the definition of ‘dating’ all wrong, right?
T: hmm no
we all have different opinion
about dating
and what it is
like me
M: …and your meaning of dating?
T: just wanting to spend time with the person you like
wait thats love
or liking
err
i mean spending your time with the person you like
xD
M: then yes; I liked talking to him a lot. XD
T: so yes you wanted to date him ;P
M: well, if dating means spending time and talking, then yes.
T: kay
then it is a yes
hoho
oh
now im curuious
how did you meet him?
And the things i remember go back to square one.
[I LO_E _OU] Answer
“You got your answer?” (How do you know when you’re in love with someone…?)
[I LO_E _OU] …
It sounded logical when she told me i had nothing to lose anymore.
So I made 15 bags and said i would give him one because everyone else would get one.

I had three bags leftover when there were 15 people. (…what was originally 14.) Two of the girls weren’t there, so I ended up eating a bag myself.

…
I chickened out. (Even though there was ‘nothing left to lose.’)
I’m waiting (to cry) again.
[LIFE] Cookies~
Haha, made some cookies with my dad today. :)

They were all sticky and stuff. ><
My dad had to help me do the rest of them after the first three. :x

Ahaha~ Ewww~ XD

Ohcrap; they’re sticking together. D:

All done!~
Even though they’re stuck together. XD
They taste kind of eggy though. :x
I think i’m going back to making chocolates for Valentine’s Day. ^^;
[I LO_E _OU] What Storyline?
It’s no longer existent. (Although I have Entry 5 in my drafts ready to go.)
This was just a fun thing at first for me to write about; nothing serious— just dreams based on previous “experiences” that would never come true. I was suppose to mash everything together and make something else; short snippets. Things were so vague in the beginning…and it just got more ‘detailed’ in a way.
Everything that has happened so far makes me want to delete those 4 entries; they are things i can no longer describe because i don’t worry as much. There is more to worry over. (Much more.)
A New Year’s Resolution?
[Life] Face
Situation:
Today, I took my friend’s pen and drew on my hand.
Problem:
I usually draw happy faces and bunnies.
Somehow, I unconsciously drew a sad face.
I don’t know.
I didn’t figure that out until 2 hours later, when I looked down on my hand and expected a happy face.
Solution:
I need more chocolate.
[Life] Chocolate and Things
Hai!~ Life post. :) (Just to keep me from going “emotionally unconsciously unstable” again, because I’m becoming way too depressed for my own good.)


Both pictures taken by my friend while we were making truffles back in late November. =)
I was chopping a huge bar of chocolate so that it would melt easier. (We cut up three bars! I was the last to finish chopping/cutting mine. Haha. XD)
Wearing my bunny hoodie, too. :P
We finished these guys last month and handed them out to a bunch of friends for the holidays as well as cookies. [NOV. 26]

Ahhhh, cameras can never capture what an eye can see. >n<
The skies were really pretty that day— I was actually able to see the layers! [DEC. 4]

For a video project. A letter to myself in the back. [JAN. 3]
Also for the video project. Haven’t drawn much lately…[JAN. 6]
[Thoughts] New Year’s Resolution 2012

This was last year’s. I eventually followed through with it.
Hopefully, I can do the same for this year, even though I haven’t made one yet. :)
[Thoughts] 12/05/2011
And all of a sudden…nothing was special about my “sweet 16”
Nothing happened— I said I didn’t expect anything much when I did.
And now all I can do is cry. Because I really wanted him to say it; i wanted something special from him.
[Happy unbirthday, sweetie.]
